mark asks: “what is my future?”

The (USG) Universal Waite answers: The Fool.

Your future is what you make of it. You wanna be that guy that acts the fool and embarrasses his friends? YOLO. You wanna be that guy that starts learning a new thing that his friends thinks is a waste of time? Hit the books. You wanna be that guy that has had e-fucking-nough of his environment and is going to make a change even if it kills him? One foot in front of the other, my friend. But ultimately, instead of waiting for your future to come to you, you have to go make it, while you still live, breathe, and have the opportunity to.