The Bosch Tarot is a series of collages based on the paintings of Hieronymus Bosch. Using a unique set of meanings that is not derived from Waite, it will sometimes read direct, and sometimes read like a koan. It is a good deck for introspection and examination of internal motives.
Today’s cards: 3 of Chalices, 10 of Wands, & Knave of Pentacles.
You say you can’t feel anything, that you are emotionally dead, and I will agree that is how you perceive yourself. But I will disagree that you must bear other people’s emotions to have a semblance of living! You were not created to bear the emotional burdens of other people, no matter how much or how hard they try to force you to carry them. While your emotional landscape may appear to be as gray as ashcloud, you still have emotions of your own. It will take you time to learn how to deal with your personal combination. Formal assistance is available if you wish to take it up.
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